we support you..but who are you again?

Its funny how people really are in this world.sometimes you just have to laugh at what people say instead of thinking"whaaaat?"a really funny incident happened the other day which,although i was not there,i could still imagine what the conversation would feel like if i was there.i have a wild imagination(its true..ask anyone who knows me)so if i hear a story i cant help but imagine the scenario of being there.

so the story is that,last Saturday i was out wif a friend to buy presents for another friend and after we finished "menyopping" for presents, we had to take separate cabs because we were going to different directions.so later that night,BL told a hilarious story that happened in the taxi cab and as far as i can recall,the taxi driver saw me standing with BL and automatically thought that we were a couple and started asking all these wild questions and advises on relationship,and marriage and..wait for it..KIDS. I'm not sure that all of the topics of early marriage or having kids and family planning was part of a taxi driver's handbook of "topics to discuss with passengers",but I'm thinking that maybe they should erase those topics..

Another thing that really sets me on a laughing rampage is that one of his advice to .the advice was on the early marriage and what the taxi driver said was that if BL was to consider an early marriage,he was going to "Support" BL..not hold on that for a second,how many minutes has he known BL again? when i heard this i couldn't stop laughing and this is what boggles me,the fact that strangers giving advices as though they know us for years and somehow related to us.i wantedto get mad but i couldnt,the way the driver said was just so funny that i cant even think for one second that i would be mad.i know that we must take advice from the elderly but advice on early marriage? that can sometimes be counted as being an "uncomfortable" situation and i feel pity to BL for being there..the problem is that we are young and so much time on our hands..but to be honest,what i think was going through the taxi driver's mind was that he encourages people to get married early because it did him good, but what i would like to think is that people get married when they think that its the best time to get married..and as for an early marriage,there's no restrictions on the age of marriage,its not like you can jump from being 21 to being 30,you get married when you feel like you are ready and that's just my point of view.

i would really like to ride a cab with this 'pakcik' once in a while just to have an advisor when i feel bored in a cab..you may never know when you need one and i think that being a marriage advisor is more suitable for him that being a taxi driver..

l8r~

From a man's point of view

Its a well known fact for us men that when a girl with good looks passes by we drool instantly.that may not be a secret anymore for women that us men look for looks rather than personality.I'm not saying that a woman wouldn't go for an attractive guy.when u say that men always go for looks rather than personality,I'm a bit confused not because i don't believe that a guy wont go for looks if he meets a girl as beautiful as an angel(I'm refraining from referring to celebrities coz for me they are just fairy tales;p)

the fact is that men are always attracted to beauty.in fact every human is attracted to beauty.the difference is that some people put beauty first and when they say that even for me,i cant seem to agree with that.if you wanna ask me,beauty is overrated,i mean when you look at something beautiful,you become attracted to it but its not the only thing you want to look at.i disagree to some point when a guy says that men always go for looks when it comes to girls. well its true that men look at beauty as a characteristic but not all the time.

if you really know me,I'm quite actually a quiet person(well seems to be) i let people approach me just for the reason that,not because i don't want to make friends,when i come to think about it,it seems that i like a person who wants to make Friends(even though I'm not one to initiate a conversation) but if you really look at it,if a person wants to make friends it shows that he/she is easy to talk to.so if its an angel that comes to me and starts a conversation with me,I'll be grateful that she's beautiful,other than that..its a subplot.

so what if it comes to meeting a girl,do i go for looks? usually i let my heart decide,not my eyes..maybe coz i always thought that eyes are sometimes decieving but hey,thats just me.

so you "men" out there,i encourage you to change your perception on beauty.when you talk about love,the heart is the one who feels the whole thing and not the eyes..i'll leave it for you to ponder on it..

Beardd out..:)

ordinary people

When someone starts to care about you..what do you do?even before this you havent "tasted" the feeling of being cared for even once in a life.not in a way this one person cares about you.and then even after all the trouble of caring about you,it doesnt get appreciated much by yourself.i understand that that must hurt a lot even more when its truly sincere.
this happened to me about moments ago.if you know me you would know that i am a really forgetul person and especially the little things that i ought to do or should do,i rarely remember unless i get reminded always.for example, my mother asked me to go to the high commission to ask for an extension on an application so i keep forgetting it and the only thing that can make me remember? is if a person forces it into my head and only by that way i could remember.

From when i was little people always said that i was clumsy and now i can see why.if my forgetullness does not hurt anyone im okay wiht it.its when it involves me forgetting something that hurts someone that i start to feel like a real a**hole and i start to think about stupid things.So people can always get hurt when they're around me just because of something that i cant control,maybe im better off without friends so that i never hurt anyone..but that would be a long shot nonetheless,i have thought about it.

i always think about everyting going wrong as my fauld and its always true.the fact is that i didnt mean to hurt anyone but i cant do anything about it other than say sorry but still sorry can't change anything but i just wanted to be there and beg for your forgiveness and cry..yes i said that i would cry.but the fact is that i cant because its not the right thing to do.that would mean that i stole your forgiveness.the only thing to to is wait.wait that somehow you would find the heart to forgive me just a litte.BL

You're one in a million

if you know me you should also know that i am a curious person.i like to know whats going on around me even if its not my business to know.you could say that i'm a busybody but i wouldn't call me that just because i don't want to know everything thats going on around me..just the things that i ought to know.so when it comes to certain phrases such as "you're a star"and such,it always inrigues me to find out why do people say those kind of things,its not that i want to condemn it,its just that for me ts good to know whats true and whats not.for example you cant talk to me symbolically becasue i tend to ask too many questions if a person does that( BL,you're one of them :p)

so coming back to the title,the expression "one in a million" is somewhat not so flattering praise if you ask me.why? because this worlds population is close to 700 million and if you are one in a million,then you are part of the other 699 million people in this world..not feeling that special anymore are you? but don't kill yourself just yet.you see,expression like these,even though in reality it does not mean that much(in fact it doesnt mean anything at all) is just referring to the fact that you are hardto find.someone like you is rare,like a really good watch or anyting( i cant think of anything more special that a really good watch,my brain is not functioning that well early in the morning,eventhough its already 10.15)

so you see,a person that is hard to find is usually a person that is really great.so i would just like to say that BL, you are one in a million..

Smooth Talker

i've never been known to be a smooth talker but i do know some things that makes a person a smooth talker.i sometimes avert from these kind of topics but something did enregize me to do so..so here it goes.a smooth talker is not someone who talks while holdng something smooth,its more of someone who talks softly without sounding like he/she has novoice.its pleasent to the ears and at times hard to hear.i've been called a talker before but ain't nothing smooth about it.from what i've noticed is that its not the way you say the words that make you a smooth talker.it cant be taught nor can it be forced to be one.

for me, a smooth talker is a smooth person,not one with a dualistic nature if you know what i mean.its someone who has a side of gentleness in him/her that makes him/her a smooth talker or it might be someone who is so sleepy that he/she mumbles a lot.the conclusion for me is that if someone wants to be a smooth talker its not to alter your way of talking,its about your mentality while talking.it might sound complicated to some but thats the truth.you cant be a smooth talker all the time,it has its own time of when to be a smooth talker.for example if you're talking to your parents,you cant be smooth,you talk with respect.but if you are talking to someone your friends,you talk with ease/non-formal.so when do actually talk smoothly?its when you want to go to sleep and you want to sound like you are ready to go to sleep but not just yet..if you get what i mean than please do explain it to me coz that last sentence just sounds mumbo-jumbo to me.Or..its with your loved ones especially your better half.

just a piece of advice,if you really want to learn to talk smooth,learn from a spainard or a portugese or any other latin country.

adios amigos