Philosophy..does it suck?

Hi..

not really in a "blogging" mood but i just went through one class of philosophy and it was torture!! well not exactly torture but thinking too much should be the crime of the century.some might not agree with me on this but what is the point of knowing everything? is there no left for the curiosity? i believe that there is no fun in knowing everything but knowing at least something is better than knowing nothing at all..you know what i mean? if you haven't really grasped what philosophy really is, its actually about knowing the why..as for my subject,it relates to knowing everything about the concept of religion such as why is there a god,how can you prove the existence of god,why is there evil,why is there freewill and so on..it might seem interesting to know about these things but when its time for you to really solve these questions,then it becomes a problem. I'm not saying that its bad to learn philosophy but I'm just saying that philosophy is somewhat challenging your mind..and if you do know me,I'm the type that doesn't think much..

there are plenty of good that can come out of learning the philosophy of something and you could cancel out the "not-so-good" of it.for me,i like knowing more about it but sometimes i do hate when it becomes confusing..its only a matter of time before i could understand fully but as of now I'm struggling.but the funny thing is with us Malays is that we dont usually challenge our minds much and that is what i want to get out of..i want to be out of the "typical Malay" that doesn't say much about something and do as they are told.i mean you are made to agree with something even though there is a slight chance that you might disagree with it.its funny to see those kind of things when a lecturer asks if all of us understand and nobody raises their hand but in the end they don't understand even a word of the lecture..that's what i find funny.